jamie doom

March 27, 2007

At morning in the river by the farm.

Filed under: Poetry — Doom @ 12:11 am

At morning in the river by the farm, the sun is shattered by a solitary rock. That rock, kissed and blessed by the whitest of light, is the first place I look each morning at the farm by the river while clutching a cup of coffee that was grown in the shade of a mountain by a farm that I will never see. Later the entire river is the perfect reflection of a flame, but the rock is brightest, and am I reminded of the coffee, viscous and alert, still sticking to the bottom of my coffee pot.

February 27, 2007

Bene qui latuit, bene vixit (Ovid)

Filed under: Poetry — Doom @ 10:21 am

His eyebrows may be his most distinctive quality. There is something about them, though most people forget what just before forgetting him. He lives alone in grey house that wants to be white. He had never married, though on winter nights, when the winds curl through the cracks, he is still warmed by the faint trace of a summer… On rare occasions when people mention him, they stare blankly at each other and utter meaningless phrases like,

“He used to do something, I heard. He taught or climbed telephone poles.”

He likes to be alone because it is the only time he doesn’t feel lonely.

His voice is the voice people hear when they dial wrong numbers and mutter apologies. The faint trace of his pinky has made its way into countless photo albums. The faint sound of him whistling was once heard by two strangers sharing a park bench right before they fell in love. He has held thousands of elevator doors for breathless masses. Generations of migrating birds plan their route to take them by his birdfeeder. Last week, in your car, you nodded at him when he let you into traffic, then you turned up the music. As a child, you took short cuts through his yard to the park. The broken chair his neighbor put out on the curb two years ago has been restored and sanded and painted and now proudly supports his weight each day for breakfast. He corners, picks up, and returns dropped change at gas stations at least six times a week. The lettuce in his garden always gets light and water. Last Mother’s Day, while you dined with mom it began to rain. He rolled up your car windows. Only three people on earth have ever really known him. Only one has ever really loved him. They are all gone now, like the snow that was mysteriously shoveled from your driveway when you were four. Soon he will be gone too. And only the chair and the lettuce and the birds will mourn him.

December 14, 2005

And Somewhere a Screen Door Slammed

Filed under: Poetry — Doom @ 3:02 pm

Subversively, we backstroked water that had been
trapped years ago high in the mountains of
Eagle, Colorado–our foreheads
cutting through impossibly clear, cold water while
we murmured just above a whisper about amoebas
and forest rangers.

And we were young then, though even then we
thought our best years has slipped through our
waterlogged fingers like those tiny invisible
creatures living in that lake.Our bodies floated
like empty egg shells. We were still reeling
from our good fortune. Earlier,we had

remembered to drive Kansas at night.

We had been slipping down the road, our necks
illuminated by oncoming interstate traffic,
while straining at the planetarium Kansans call
sky. There was nothing to say until
Mike said, “It’s time.”

Quickly we docked our car in the wet
grass, and plunged into a fallow corn field. Leaving our car
and the road, and the lights we ran straight into the flat night
Finally, coughing and wheezing and cursing our worn bodies,
we threw ourselves down on the rotting land and looked up…

and looked up…

and looked up…

at a faint blonde eyelash of a moon

and a billion lights surrounding it.

This called for silence
And we tried to quiet our breathing. And somewhere

a screen door slammed.

If you have ever heard a screen door slam in the
middle of a Kansas night, while you are on your
back worshipping what you can not fathom and
will never fathom,

then you realize how we bore this solemn sound.

Whether it’s a sound of coming or going, the recoil
of wood and mesh against wood is so lonely that
you promise yourself that you will throw yourself
into every lake you see until all you hear is
water, bubbles,amoebas and the quick quiet
murmur of a friend who has suddenly seen
the ranger and doesn’t want

to get out yet.

November 7, 2005

Savings

Filed under: China, Poetry — Doom @ 2:27 pm

When I was twelve, and bearing freckles
and odd-shaped eyes bravely,
I sacked St. Petersburg,
stole the Neva River and
seventeen bridges. I keep them in a poached salmon
scented room behind a door with the letter “B”
for “borscht”.

And sometimes while I’m waiting–
while lounging on a greenish blue chair
at the dentist office, or for dark blue inspiration,
or for the pan to finish my pierogi–
I’ll walk by the room with the “B” and pause and inhale.

When I was twenty-eight, and bearing aching ankles
and thinning hair badly, I
limped quietly through the departure gate
in Guangzhou with seventy-five home-made birthday cards,
a comb still in its box from a hotel in Bengbu, a friend’s official license
to referee basketball anywhere in the province of Zhejiang, and the entire
Xi Hu in my gray messenger bag.
So whenever a well-meaning somebody with a
concerned look mentions something
about a career or future plans or “getting it together”
or settling down or saving for a rainy day
or finding meaningful employment,
I remember I have an entire lake to unpack and arrange just so
in a many-windowed room with a burgundy sheet for a door.

When I’m ninety-two, and bearing sickness
and bushy eyebrows boldly, I’ll laugh what others
will consider a decidedly sane laugh
at my hilarious fortune of having seventeen silver bridges from
Russia where I can read seventeen stories from Isaac Babel.
When my generous eyebrows begin to interfere with Babel
I’ll then sleep in rich, toothless wonder under spring blossoms lining a lake,
a lake that was once stuffed in a notebook and stored in a gray bag.

photo courtesy of Phil Lai

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